“I’ve always been a dreamer.. I’ve had my head among the clouds.. now that I’m coming down.. would you be my solid ground” This song is playing as loud as I can have it with my headphones on at work. I am so done with helping people. The room is dark and my eyes are closed and my head hangs as far back as it will go in this lumpy black office chair. I’ve got an hour left before I can leave. This week has been long and the thoughts in my mind are dark. The frustration caused by the angry ignorant words from the hundreds of strangers that I talk to daily has almost brought me to tears today. I need to run. My two saving forces this week are the new music that was introduced to me by a friend and the emails from my chosen sister princess who is still too far away from me. The weight on my shoulders is feathers compared to what she is living through right now. I wish more then anything that I could take her burdens from her. She is so strong though. I admire her. I strive to be half the amazing woman that she is. I don’t know where my head would be if it wasn’t for her love and support. I can’t believe that it’s been four years since I last saw her.
“Don’t you worry Friday is not that far away” I don’t know another album that could be more fitting for my mindset. Mellow. Cool. Comforting. 10:27. Time for one last break and then the drive home……

It’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you.

lyrics that are forming a story rapidly in my head.

ok really.. I don’t think even James Bond is this cool