Okay so here I am. My computer has died. I don’t have access to my music or my book. I just feel like I’m struggling to much and don’t know how to find a break. I feel like I’m neglecting everyone. Okay I feel like I’m neglecting the 2 people I love the most. That has got to change. starting now. I’m trying to make sure huge efforts and maybe I’m just taking too much at a time. I don’t know. *sigh*